"Everyone's changing and I don't feel the same"
So, just to start out, Cinnamon Roll Poptarts are the SHIT! I was just going to get my regular Brown Sugar Cinnamon, when this beauty popped out at me. OH GAWD! You guys have GOT to try them!
Anyway... I totally messed up my lines, like REALLY bad in most of Act 2. I did really good in the rest of it though. I didn't know my stuff only because I've been missing so much rehersal. Oh well, I'll have it down really quickly.
So, this therapist of mine is helping me get over him. I've decided (with a little help from her) that alot of my heart-ache from him is causing alot of my.... well.... *blahness*. It's kind of working, I'm thinking of him alot less, and instead of dressing up for him on rare occasions, I've been doing it for myself every day for over a week now. That's gotta be good, right? Maybe a bit too much. I need money. I really badly NEED to go shopping.
You guys know how I got that camera for christmas? Well, today a new one came in thta my grandpa sent to me. I thought since during Christmas day, that I would get the camera my family gave me, and the camera Grandpa was sending me, and I was, ofcourse, super excited. After I'm done opening it, and making sure we had everything, my mom tells me that the one they gave will now be the family camera. I flip out that it's mine, they both are, and she tells me that it really is the family's camera because she bought under the impression that my grandpa wasn't going to really send me his old camera, because not only did he say no he wouldn't give it to me at first, but he has 30 years history of not coming through. SO, she bought it for me, so that way I'd get what I really wanted for christmas, the camera. Now she wants to take it back? No. After I opened their camera on Christmas, my mom kept asking me and making sure I liked it, and I said, yah, DUH! And then she said later, good because we returned, and cancelled other presents for you to get this, and I asked her what, and she named the Audrey Hepburn set, and I got all upset, then ever since that day she casually bring up other things she had boughten for me and returned. So now she wants to have the camera for her own (and schuy's), and I don't get my presents and everything else? NO! It was given to me as a gift. And my brother is not trust worthy with ANYTHING! He's always getting yelled at for not taking care of his stuff, and the such, and she wants to give that gorgeous thing to him and her? Hell no. she also is not that responsible, like at all. And then she said, "and maybe you're not the only one interested in photography." And I asked, "who, you? is it you?" and she just stared at me. "Well, it might be, or it might be Schuy." yah. Whatever... you're making up this shit on the spot because you know you're full of bull. Then she yells at me for saying it's not fair over and over... because that's one of the major points of this arguement, and then she turns around and is like, it's not fair that you have two cameras winter when it wasn't my intention for you to have two. And then she says basically the same three things for half an hour, and I start to cry about what a fucking bitch ass family I have, and grandma is sitting there yelling at my mom, and sticking up for me. Anyway, I totally told my mom that I felt like I was lied to and tricked. And she just stared at me, and finally a little while later said, I'm sorry you feel that way. Yah, right, we ALL believe that. Thankfully they're both cozily resting in my room. I need to eat some spaghetti. And home work. DAMN. Oh, and she's giving me a day to think about it (she's still gonna take it away from me no matter what).
"My NATURAL erection can last MORE than four hours!"
Anyway... I totally messed up my lines, like REALLY bad in most of Act 2. I did really good in the rest of it though. I didn't know my stuff only because I've been missing so much rehersal. Oh well, I'll have it down really quickly.
So, this therapist of mine is helping me get over him. I've decided (with a little help from her) that alot of my heart-ache from him is causing alot of my.... well.... *blahness*. It's kind of working, I'm thinking of him alot less, and instead of dressing up for him on rare occasions, I've been doing it for myself every day for over a week now. That's gotta be good, right? Maybe a bit too much. I need money. I really badly NEED to go shopping.
You guys know how I got that camera for christmas? Well, today a new one came in thta my grandpa sent to me. I thought since during Christmas day, that I would get the camera my family gave me, and the camera Grandpa was sending me, and I was, ofcourse, super excited. After I'm done opening it, and making sure we had everything, my mom tells me that the one they gave will now be the family camera. I flip out that it's mine, they both are, and she tells me that it really is the family's camera because she bought under the impression that my grandpa wasn't going to really send me his old camera, because not only did he say no he wouldn't give it to me at first, but he has 30 years history of not coming through. SO, she bought it for me, so that way I'd get what I really wanted for christmas, the camera. Now she wants to take it back? No. After I opened their camera on Christmas, my mom kept asking me and making sure I liked it, and I said, yah, DUH! And then she said later, good because we returned, and cancelled other presents for you to get this, and I asked her what, and she named the Audrey Hepburn set, and I got all upset, then ever since that day she casually bring up other things she had boughten for me and returned. So now she wants to have the camera for her own (and schuy's), and I don't get my presents and everything else? NO! It was given to me as a gift. And my brother is not trust worthy with ANYTHING! He's always getting yelled at for not taking care of his stuff, and the such, and she wants to give that gorgeous thing to him and her? Hell no. she also is not that responsible, like at all. And then she said, "and maybe you're not the only one interested in photography." And I asked, "who, you? is it you?" and she just stared at me. "Well, it might be, or it might be Schuy." yah. Whatever... you're making up this shit on the spot because you know you're full of bull. Then she yells at me for saying it's not fair over and over... because that's one of the major points of this arguement, and then she turns around and is like, it's not fair that you have two cameras winter when it wasn't my intention for you to have two. And then she says basically the same three things for half an hour, and I start to cry about what a fucking bitch ass family I have, and grandma is sitting there yelling at my mom, and sticking up for me. Anyway, I totally told my mom that I felt like I was lied to and tricked. And she just stared at me, and finally a little while later said, I'm sorry you feel that way. Yah, right, we ALL believe that. Thankfully they're both cozily resting in my room. I need to eat some spaghetti. And home work. DAMN. Oh, and she's giving me a day to think about it (she's still gonna take it away from me no matter what).
"My NATURAL erection can last MORE than four hours!"