Dec 05, 2004 16:34
YAYNESS! We got our first two performances over and done with. And soon it will all be over. I'm sorta sad. I'm actually REALLY sad. How depressing.... Boo-hoo...
Friday, I was officially old enough to get my permit, but I couldn't because I had the performance that night, and even if DMV was open during the weekends, my mom works... so that was BS! Then, Monday, my mom works. So Tuesday, after my dentist appointment, we're gonna go to get my permit, then *hopefully* go to the other band concert. Then, Wednesday, I have a day of rest. Haha, yah right. I'm SO gonna be doing my homework, getting Tarreyn's presents ready for Thursday and Friday, and cleaning my room. GRR. Then Thursday, we've got the show, and Friday, we've got our last show. Then the weekend where I get to do all the rest of my homework and cleaning my room. Oh man, what a BUSY week! I don't wanna go! Can I just stay here, at this weekend forever? Please!
He was at the performance, and he hugged me afterward. He told me that I did a WONDERFUL job! He also stayed for the talk-back, so ofcourse I was looking at him most of the time. And his "girlfriend" was there, but they weren't sitting together. In fact, I didn't see them together once the whole night. Hmmm... curious... no? AND he sat in the front row. Oh man. I gave him a birthday card, and I was gonna write Love, Winter, and my mom told me not to, because he has a girlfriend, and we're all pretty sure he already knows I like him, and I was gonna confess EVERYTHING in his damn card, and she told me no. I also wanted to decorate his locker, but I then figured his girlfriend would do it. I got to school, and his locker wasn't done up. Hmm? Maybe he asked her not to? Yah, that's it. Also, I didn't see her at all that day until after school. And usually I see her EVERYWHERE. Oh well. Obviously he isn't interested, or he would've been going out with ME that whole time, and not HER. Oh well, I should hate him, not her. But I can't hate him. It seems to be impossible. Bloody hell!