Apr 11, 2005 19:01
Wow.. something as retarded as watching a foreign film can change my view and help me understand myself.
"Everybody has certain talents each of us has to discover them and develop them, so as to make progress. And I'm sure that each of us will make progress no matter where he's from.
As long as he focuses on one single goal, and is willing to sacrifice everything else. He'll overcome all setbacks and resistance as long as that one goal prevails and he wom't be distracted and will put everything else aside."
I am so tired of dicking around and working hard to please everyone else. Why can't I have one thing, just one for myself to love and have and have a mutal bond with. Thats what I want. Jobs don't matter to me careers come and go but I want something I had before and lost because I was in the wrong place. I was never there and over time the thing I wanted stopped wanting me, I need it. I have a goal in my life and it means the world to me, its my world. What the hell am I doing here if I don't have something I want so badly that I would do anything for it. Something good must come from this.. no matter what. yeh...