my memory churns out nonsense

Jan 03, 2009 00:46

i should be sleeping.
i'm not tired though.
and i am thinking about
the first time i left your apartment.
there was an orange glow.
and everything seemed like it was such a secret.
your rooms.
your reasons.
your microwave.
your hair was short then
and you baffled me
my
heart sank when i was walking down your stairs to the front porch that night
we had been kissing.
and i had been shaking.
i had such a crush on you for some long long time.
i was devastated. often.
your 'ex-girlfriend', who you probably had broken up with the night before, calling to say she needed you.

that night has long since past.
and the feeling has caught me off guard
you were the most beautiful person i had ever seen.
never was i able to take my eyes off of you.
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