Long time no see, drama, and a birthday wish....
Blah
So i havent posted anything in about a million days. but thas how i roll. sometimes i just get the urge to share my life w/ the entire world....
Life has been decent, i guess.
DJ and I are...decent.
I wish we were better.
But it happens.
She keep going through my personal things, ie my cell phone, my email, my myspace. And it really bothers me. I really have nothing to hide. Its nothing like that. Its the fact that she doesnt trust me for shit, or respect my privacy....and you know. I get mad. But i think i get hurt more than anything. And when I get hurt....I get mad that im hurt, lol. So yeh. It sucks.
But her Birthday is comin up....and i have some plans. I hope all turns out well, i really do.
AND I GET TO GO SEE SECRET LIVES OF THE FREEMASONS AND ON THE LAST DAY.
I AM UBER EXCITED!
britto would be disgusted, haha.
so yeh, out of townage weds night. good time i pray.
So speaking of birthdays...
Today is Franny's birthday. But she celebrated last night at Saharas. DJ and i had planned to go to Kings Dominion. but we went to see franny first. her birthday was goin real shitty and i felt bad, so we hung out a while.
then we went to k.d.
fearfest sucked this year.
30 minutes later we were back on the road to hang out w/ franny.
then we got there
and she was crying
cause her "friends" made her use her tattoo money to pay for the hookas and pizza on her birthday.
so i gave her a big hug
and 50 dollars
and told her happy birthday.
i have had enough shitty birthdays to cause me to want to make sure that my friends have good ones.
so then she was all good for the most part.
then jon came, haha.
and we were at the dorms...
and i was about to leave.
cause dj needed to go home.
and i have work at seven in the morning.
and then sam and britto drive up.
by the way, brittos birthday yesterday too.
and then i was really ready to leave.
so i turn to walk off.
and britto yells my name.
and i thought she was mad at me, lol
and i go back.
and she runs up and hugs me
and says "i at least wanted to see you on my birthday"
it was nice. I felt special, lol.
im gay.
but anyway, aparently she had a shitty birthday too
then sam came around the corner....
yelling something about me talking shit.
you know, it sucks....
i hate drama.
and i really have never said one negative thing about sam.
i have no reason to.
i dont care enough
i don hold grudges
if sam walked up and decided he wanted to be my best friend, id be like word, no prob.
but for some reason this guy insists on holding this beef....
which i really dont know where the fuck it came from....
but i think i have an idea.
i think it all started w/ trey. or at least thats when it escalated.
trey was my best friend. then he wasnt. who knows why trey is like he is, but regardless..
now, although hes nice to my face, it seems he just wants to cause problems for me.
whatever
i dont care.
so he told my girlfriend i cheated on her....
but i didnt...
and i think he told sam that i threatened to "beat his ass" at warped tour or some shit like that.
riiiiight....
there is one person in this entire world that i have ever said "if i see that mother fucker ever again i will beat the fuck out of him"..
and that DEFINATELY is not sam....
so wherever all this bull shit came from,
i can honestly say,
I swear on anything and everything, my mothers life, my grandmothers life, my life, what the hell ever you want me to say, that i have never said or done one thing negative toward sam....
but nonetheless....he kept yelling and carrying on, and so britto and my conversation was cut short because, as usual, to avoid any further drama, i walked away.
so i have to say that i hope britto's birthday got better. and that im sorry that for some reason your bf thinks that my days are consumed by finding ppl to talk shit about him to.....
and had i had more time to talk to you without having to yell over him, i would have tried my hardest to do w/e i could to try to make your bday a little better...but i didnt get the chance, and im sorry for that too.
and im sorry that last year i didnt make your birthday anybetter than it was this year, cause, well, back then i sucked....
and speaking of britto...
we have been hanging out a lot lately.
its nice.
i love having her as a best friend.
i love being able to tell her anything at all.
and its really not that wierd....well
maybe a little sometimes, haha.
but we have fun.
anyway.
bleh
i was late for work today, lol.
thank god my girfriends internal clock was wondering why the hell i hadnt called her this mornin or i wouldnt have made it, haha.
anyway, off to do more work, work, work.
So i havent posted anything in about a million days. but thas how i roll. sometimes i just get the urge to share my life w/ the entire world....
Life has been decent, i guess.
DJ and I are...decent.
I wish we were better.
But it happens.
She keep going through my personal things, ie my cell phone, my email, my myspace. And it really bothers me. I really have nothing to hide. Its nothing like that. Its the fact that she doesnt trust me for shit, or respect my privacy....and you know. I get mad. But i think i get hurt more than anything. And when I get hurt....I get mad that im hurt, lol. So yeh. It sucks.
But her Birthday is comin up....and i have some plans. I hope all turns out well, i really do.
AND I GET TO GO SEE SECRET LIVES OF THE FREEMASONS AND ON THE LAST DAY.
I AM UBER EXCITED!
britto would be disgusted, haha.
so yeh, out of townage weds night. good time i pray.
So speaking of birthdays...
Today is Franny's birthday. But she celebrated last night at Saharas. DJ and i had planned to go to Kings Dominion. but we went to see franny first. her birthday was goin real shitty and i felt bad, so we hung out a while.
then we went to k.d.
fearfest sucked this year.
30 minutes later we were back on the road to hang out w/ franny.
then we got there
and she was crying
cause her "friends" made her use her tattoo money to pay for the hookas and pizza on her birthday.
so i gave her a big hug
and 50 dollars
and told her happy birthday.
i have had enough shitty birthdays to cause me to want to make sure that my friends have good ones.
so then she was all good for the most part.
then jon came, haha.
and we were at the dorms...
and i was about to leave.
cause dj needed to go home.
and i have work at seven in the morning.
and then sam and britto drive up.
by the way, brittos birthday yesterday too.
and then i was really ready to leave.
so i turn to walk off.
and britto yells my name.
and i thought she was mad at me, lol
and i go back.
and she runs up and hugs me
and says "i at least wanted to see you on my birthday"
it was nice. I felt special, lol.
im gay.
but anyway, aparently she had a shitty birthday too
then sam came around the corner....
yelling something about me talking shit.
you know, it sucks....
i hate drama.
and i really have never said one negative thing about sam.
i have no reason to.
i dont care enough
i don hold grudges
if sam walked up and decided he wanted to be my best friend, id be like word, no prob.
but for some reason this guy insists on holding this beef....
which i really dont know where the fuck it came from....
but i think i have an idea.
i think it all started w/ trey. or at least thats when it escalated.
trey was my best friend. then he wasnt. who knows why trey is like he is, but regardless..
now, although hes nice to my face, it seems he just wants to cause problems for me.
whatever
i dont care.
so he told my girlfriend i cheated on her....
but i didnt...
and i think he told sam that i threatened to "beat his ass" at warped tour or some shit like that.
riiiiight....
there is one person in this entire world that i have ever said "if i see that mother fucker ever again i will beat the fuck out of him"..
and that DEFINATELY is not sam....
so wherever all this bull shit came from,
i can honestly say,
I swear on anything and everything, my mothers life, my grandmothers life, my life, what the hell ever you want me to say, that i have never said or done one thing negative toward sam....
but nonetheless....he kept yelling and carrying on, and so britto and my conversation was cut short because, as usual, to avoid any further drama, i walked away.
so i have to say that i hope britto's birthday got better. and that im sorry that for some reason your bf thinks that my days are consumed by finding ppl to talk shit about him to.....
and had i had more time to talk to you without having to yell over him, i would have tried my hardest to do w/e i could to try to make your bday a little better...but i didnt get the chance, and im sorry for that too.
and im sorry that last year i didnt make your birthday anybetter than it was this year, cause, well, back then i sucked....
and speaking of britto...
we have been hanging out a lot lately.
its nice.
i love having her as a best friend.
i love being able to tell her anything at all.
and its really not that wierd....well
maybe a little sometimes, haha.
but we have fun.
anyway.
bleh
i was late for work today, lol.
thank god my girfriends internal clock was wondering why the hell i hadnt called her this mornin or i wouldnt have made it, haha.
anyway, off to do more work, work, work.