Remember that of the night are born your dreams
yay.
today is better, of course. things are always better in the morning. that is not to say things were bad yesterday, just overwhelming. i have plans this weekend to see my aunts kristen and kate, which will be nice family time. i need it, right away, so that i remember there are people here that love me and will take care of me :) tonight i have plans in the works with nick, which is a nice reminder that i am not alone here, i still have friends to hang out with, even if we are all broke as fuck.
today i went into town and found i will need about an hour and a half to get myself to work. it's really only 45 minutes but there is nothing worse than being late for your first day of work, save being late for your first interview, would say. my manager seems nice, and he's going to start training me to be a shift! the store seems friendly, the tips are good, and the hours aren't bad. Next week i have 32 hours and the weekend off. (i'll post my schedule later, so you know when i am not around to answer my phone)
yesterday marks day one of my food diary...the scale and I had a fight last night and now we're not speaking. my march goal is five pounds, so here's hoping. I think that all of the things in my life, no i take that back i KNOW all of the things in my life are interrelated, so when I am able to budget, I am able to diet well, and when I am in a bad place is when i start to do things in excess....so onward and upwards i say.
when marta/sean and annie/wynn get back into town i am going to stop in and say hi to all of them, and ask about babysitting....if i can work 40 hours a week plus babysiting, i feel okay about not needing a second job. I feel like the money made from babysitting is money that can be used to buy things like a new harddrive, or the pair of shoes at target i want....
speaking of target, i went yesterday and bought a really cute blanket for my bed, and a throw pillow for under $30 bucks...I was impressed again with my self control. I think again maybe next week when I am needing a pick me up I will go again and buy myself a treat, maybe a cd or a dvd.....reaaalllly make that gift card last.
There are still a few things I need to do here, but i am not in as much of a hurry to get them done now...i need to open my bank account, buy a corkboard for my bedroom, and stop at trader joes to get some superfood and other dietary necessties.
A trip to SSP this afternoon, but before that I think I need some time with a cup of tea and a book.
hearts and stars.
today is better, of course. things are always better in the morning. that is not to say things were bad yesterday, just overwhelming. i have plans this weekend to see my aunts kristen and kate, which will be nice family time. i need it, right away, so that i remember there are people here that love me and will take care of me :) tonight i have plans in the works with nick, which is a nice reminder that i am not alone here, i still have friends to hang out with, even if we are all broke as fuck.
today i went into town and found i will need about an hour and a half to get myself to work. it's really only 45 minutes but there is nothing worse than being late for your first day of work, save being late for your first interview, would say. my manager seems nice, and he's going to start training me to be a shift! the store seems friendly, the tips are good, and the hours aren't bad. Next week i have 32 hours and the weekend off. (i'll post my schedule later, so you know when i am not around to answer my phone)
yesterday marks day one of my food diary...the scale and I had a fight last night and now we're not speaking. my march goal is five pounds, so here's hoping. I think that all of the things in my life, no i take that back i KNOW all of the things in my life are interrelated, so when I am able to budget, I am able to diet well, and when I am in a bad place is when i start to do things in excess....so onward and upwards i say.
when marta/sean and annie/wynn get back into town i am going to stop in and say hi to all of them, and ask about babysitting....if i can work 40 hours a week plus babysiting, i feel okay about not needing a second job. I feel like the money made from babysitting is money that can be used to buy things like a new harddrive, or the pair of shoes at target i want....
speaking of target, i went yesterday and bought a really cute blanket for my bed, and a throw pillow for under $30 bucks...I was impressed again with my self control. I think again maybe next week when I am needing a pick me up I will go again and buy myself a treat, maybe a cd or a dvd.....reaaalllly make that gift card last.
There are still a few things I need to do here, but i am not in as much of a hurry to get them done now...i need to open my bank account, buy a corkboard for my bedroom, and stop at trader joes to get some superfood and other dietary necessties.
A trip to SSP this afternoon, but before that I think I need some time with a cup of tea and a book.
hearts and stars.