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I had a really bizarre dream last night, and I thought I'd write it so I won't forget, and, coughkarencough. haha.
So, my family went on vacation. We went on this sort of cruise thing- me, jodie, and my mom and dad. But, my mom and dad didn't look like they do normally. it was just one of those things where i knew it was them, but, it wasn't really. Anyhow, when it started, it was like a movie, because there was this music playing that sounded like in movies before something really horrible happens. And, I thought someone was going to pull out a gun and start shooting. Instead, one of the maid people who worked on the boat guaranteed us that, unless four people got off, four people will die by the time the trip is over. Everyone just looked at each other, but no one moved. I begged my family to get off, and told them how i loved them too much for me to deal with it if anything happens. So, a day goes by on the trip, and the whole time i was in a weird dreamy state like i didn't want to deal with what was happening around me. And, i just sat there. Another day goes, and i just sat and looked through very foggy windows. Even more later, I met four fantasy people/creatures, but, i'm not really sure which they all were. there was a mermaid, a witch, and two other somethings. And, right after i met them, i knew that they were going to be the four to die. But, as time went on, they started to try to like, kill me. But, they didn't like, state it, obviously. They just always appeared right behind me, and creepily. By the end, they started to loook very decayed and stuff. Ok, the rest of the of the dream has a bunch of random things that don't fit together. The witch took me away, and i didn't have my left arm attached to me anymore, just for this part. And, she took me to this third story window of the ship. Then, she told me to jump. I didn't want to (duh) so, i hit her with my arm and ran away. I ran to where my family was, and my dad tried to help me. We ran up and down at least five stories of stairs around the ship. We ran through this cafeteria and shopping area, in an attempt to hide me. We thought that maybe they wouldn't recognize me as well. Then, we watched them float down from the ceiling of the ship, near to where i had been when i found my family. I knew they were looking for me. So, we continued runnning for a while. Finally, I ended up with my family again. And, they were really close. The mermaid spotted me, so i went underwater, (by now, the ship was filled with about 3 feet of water. Everyone was sitting at tables, in their chairs, talking, while there was three feet of water under them. So, i'm underwater, and the mermaid comes under, and tried to find me. THEN, i hid within the floofy stuff of Glenda (the good witch from the wizard of oz)'s dress. yes. Fortunately, the evil mermaid didn't find me. And, that was about the end. I guess. I'm assuming that either the evil fantasy creatures died, i died, or the ship sunk, or the cruise was over with.
Wow, yeah. That was my dream. Another weird thing is that I woke up at least twice while i was dreaming it. And, i thoughtk, partially still asleep, "i need to find out what happens" and then i'd go back to sleep, and continue dreaming.
I don't remember the last time i updated but since then i prolly did, stuff.
oh! I had a lot of fun with my Dad on sunday. I may have spent a good 5 hours of it freeeeeezing, but, it was alright once i warmed. We all went ice skating in Buffalo. It was this outside place and it was decorated and had christmas music playing and stuff, and, i got to use my new ice skates, and it was very fun. Sliding across ice is very very fun too. We went back to his house, and i still was having fun. I'm not really sure why, but, it was great. And, I'm still really happy about it. I hate it when I hold past things against people when i shouldn't.
On Friday night I hung out with Brenian, Tina, Eric, and Heather. We watched Dodgeball, and it was such an amazingly great time. I'm still really happy about it.
Monday I spent the entire day with Eric. We went Christmas shopping. With the exception of like, three people, I don't like shopping with other people, but, it was still fun. Then, his family and I went to this couple's house on grand island. I've never met them before, but it made me soooo happy, because they are incredibly nice people, and they made me feel really welcomed, even though they've never met me before. I appreciated it, and I had a lot of mexican food and fun!
I try not to show a lot of detail to emotions and how i feel about things. And, I've been thinking that i should make a journal of my own, so someday i'll remember them, and it'll make me think. I used to make a few journals, but, then i'd reread them and think, "this is so stuipd" and then i'd rip out all the pages and throw them out. By all, i mean ten at the most. yeah.
I had to work with day crew yesterday morning. And, i didn't like it. They do everything a tiny bit different, but enough to make me confused. And, they make everything like, twice as hard as it has to be.
I'm going to try to attempt to make my uncle's christmas present into the shape of a ship this year. I'm really excited.
I slept without socks on last night. I haven't done that in so long.
I just tried to make this into a cut, but, i'm not sure if it's going to work right. I need someone to explain to me how to do cuts, and still be able to type other things on the main page.
I can't stop thinking about the dream.
I really love bread dip that my grandma makes. The snow looks really pretty today. It might have to do with the fact that i haven't put in my eyesemisspheres yet, or because i don't have to go anywhere today taht requires being cold for long periods of time. Oh yeah, and there's really yummy cutout cookies in my house, and they don't even have frosting yet!