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I've never been one to despise Valentine's Day because of my single status, but this year fucking blows. I've felt this unhappiness inside of me brewing and I think it came to a head today. So, if you dont want to hear me whine like the little bitch that I am, then boohoo. Go away.
No offense to my guy friends. (mainly matt, russ, and rigg-i love you all dearly) I'm torn between wanting to be "one of the guys" and wanting to be acknowledged as a girl. I know I worded that really poorly and it's not a matter of wanting to be considered "a girl." It's just the whole issue of falling into the "friend zone" with EVERY single guy I meet. Dont get me wrong. I love being friends with everyone that i'm friends with. It's just.. a bit tiring. I've always been the girl with all the guy friends. I know a lot of girls say that they're only friends with guys, but then they have 983908 girl friends. Well, with about two or three exceptions, i'm really only friends with guys. I really love it, but i think that it makes me treat even guys i like as just friends, because that's how i'm used to interacting with people. Nothing stings as much as the text message I got from the crush that thanked me for being such a great friend. OUCH. I guess I got in the zone there too. Oh well.
Anyways, 7 pm on Valentine's Day and i'm home. Whoopee.
I suck :(
Six Flags tomorrow shall be fun though!
No offense to my guy friends. (mainly matt, russ, and rigg-i love you all dearly) I'm torn between wanting to be "one of the guys" and wanting to be acknowledged as a girl. I know I worded that really poorly and it's not a matter of wanting to be considered "a girl." It's just the whole issue of falling into the "friend zone" with EVERY single guy I meet. Dont get me wrong. I love being friends with everyone that i'm friends with. It's just.. a bit tiring. I've always been the girl with all the guy friends. I know a lot of girls say that they're only friends with guys, but then they have 983908 girl friends. Well, with about two or three exceptions, i'm really only friends with guys. I really love it, but i think that it makes me treat even guys i like as just friends, because that's how i'm used to interacting with people. Nothing stings as much as the text message I got from the crush that thanked me for being such a great friend. OUCH. I guess I got in the zone there too. Oh well.
Anyways, 7 pm on Valentine's Day and i'm home. Whoopee.
I suck :(
Six Flags tomorrow shall be fun though!