Apr 04, 2007 23:02
Sometimes i feel like i dont know who i am anymore. Lately thats really been screwing with my mental because i might end up loosing something really amazing, and i cant afford to have that happen! At this point i dont know what to think, but at least im preparing to accept the worst.
I need to learn how to properly communicate again. /SIGH
I want to trust but i am oh so scared & being shy doesnt help much.
All i know is, if this doesnt turn out alright in the end, thats a serious lesson learned. "Oh believe me, im going to get 'Trust No One' tattooed backwards on my chest." Por queeeeee!?
Cross your fingers for me.
I am so out of it today. Its one of the days where i feel like ive lost a day or that i may be close to death. Who knows.
Funny how i just realized the song name! :]
Fly me home giant swan!