Jul 18, 2008 23:49
I'm feeling Citizen Cope... Their music is so free-spirited, uplifting, careless, moving.
I'm feeling antsy. A change of scenery is much needed. Florida couldn't come soon enough. I'm looking at schools in Hawaii. Maybe a big move in the future? I hope. Arizona was the best and worst thing that happened to me. It was life-changing. I need that. Again.
I'm feeling lonely. I've got handfuls of friends. But I miss ... her... Sucks what ego's do to people.
I'm feeling, content. I've got a routine down. Work, gym, eat, sleep. Work, gym, eat, sleep(somewhat).
I'm feeling broke. I got offered a job at this 'fancy' salon. Starbucks was everything I wanted in a job.. until you have to deal with the newly promoted fellow co-worker who's ego got the best of him and makes work a living hell.
I'm feelinggggg... excited. For the future. For everything I don't know that's going to happen in my life... to happen. I know.. because of my stubborness, strong-will and determination that I'll be doing something great. Something that doesn't involve sweeping hair off of a tiled floor, something that doesn't involve making cappucino's for the self-righteous customer who thinks they know everything about espresso, something that doesn't involve serving the more fortunate.
Something that involves.. inspiring children, motivating the uninspired, helping the unfortunate, making a difference.
Time to take care of my life. Time to take care of me. God blessed me with a healthy body. God blessed me with a mom who cares enough about me to give me food&shelter. God blessed me with an education.. Time to take full advantage of everything I was blessed with.