oh, there he is.
i'm going to see the magnetic fields and am beyond ecstatic. i have not been this happy and excited for something in so long! i don't need love, just stephin merrit's music about love. That is a lie, but I need lies to cope sometimes.
I think I am going deaf in my left ear. I haven't been able to hear well through it for about 2 weeks. I know I need to go to the doctor but I'm scared of what he'll say when I go.
what's goin on?life is weird
ok, i am listening to this weird ambient shit and i think i'm going to have a heart attack because i also just drank a monster for the first time in a month. So my head is about to explode but really all I can think about is how I have to write this editorial about Nike by midnight. This is why I prefer doing things in advance so I don't have to feel stressed out the way I do now. I couldn't sleep last night because I kept thinking about all the things I needed to do. I also I don't really want to go to work tomorrow but whatever.
this is a very premature feeling but I am sensing a direction. Its not settling either its just...perfect.
I'm here on accident, so why even care? I should just bike around and see everything.
Fact: I want to hang out with Chris right now and I can't.
I think I am going deaf in my left ear. I haven't been able to hear well through it for about 2 weeks. I know I need to go to the doctor but I'm scared of what he'll say when I go.
what's goin on?life is weird
ok, i am listening to this weird ambient shit and i think i'm going to have a heart attack because i also just drank a monster for the first time in a month. So my head is about to explode but really all I can think about is how I have to write this editorial about Nike by midnight. This is why I prefer doing things in advance so I don't have to feel stressed out the way I do now. I couldn't sleep last night because I kept thinking about all the things I needed to do. I also I don't really want to go to work tomorrow but whatever.
this is a very premature feeling but I am sensing a direction. Its not settling either its just...perfect.
I'm here on accident, so why even care? I should just bike around and see everything.
Fact: I want to hang out with Chris right now and I can't.