Aug 02, 2004 20:18
i was supposed to go see caitlin and laura today. but that didn't work out :o/ but im going to c them tomorrow i think.
i was asked to sneak out again tonight with eric and brian :o/ idk if im ready for another one of those night after all that stuff happened.. but i really need out of this damn house.
i had codeine for the first time last night. it was fun <3 lol
mm.. this whole military school thing is lookin pretty damn good about now.. lol
i miss tay.. but i know i cant just go runnin back to him and like.. idk. b/c then everything still wouldnt be fixed. we need to start talkin again :o/