Feb 28, 2007 22:37
So, why is everything becoming SO confusing!!!??!?!
I really dont understand what i did to deserve this sort of treatment.
I havnt been anything but nice to those people, except for when they push me over the edge.
Honestly, I do not know how much more i can take. I love him to death, But what does everyone have against me?
He better take up for me, I would never let my friends and family say things or do things the way they do.
I have been struggling for the past 3 months not to let this shit get to me. I didnt let it hurt my feelings, I didnt take it to heart, but for some reason i cry everytime i hear then say soemthing about me or they are rude to me. I guess it's because i feel like im a horrible person but im not Im not this mean unlikable person they make me out to be.
When i feel like this all i can think about is how much i love him. I love the way we can have so much fun and everything seems perfect when we're together. I love how he can always make me laugh or make me feel better when i just want to cry. I miss how he holds me and kisses my forehead everytime hes about to leave me. I think we need more time to spend together....I cant wait until this weekend.
THE END
love