in the night i dream of what i could have become.

Apr 01, 2008 23:18

In the shade where I hung my head
There was no place where I could fit in
So I ran away, never to return
And I found myself flat on my back again

I’ll be fine…

And I’m throwing stones at a glass house
And I’m breaking bone to feel numb
Oh, will this house become a home?
I’ll be fine, don’t worry about me

In the night, I dream what I could have become
But these dreams feel like a waste of my time
Find me a map so I could fine where I am at
To start where I left off, and be the better man
This time…

I’ll be fine…
- ill be fine [raining & ok]

i've fallen into a void. and i need to escape.
i just dont know how to accomplish that.

Lord, I am a filthy man
I lay my heart upon your hands
Tell me who I really am
Because I don’t quite understand
The meaning of beauty and truth
God, I hope as fight this through

Well life ain’t always plain to see
And the future remains a mystery
With my head in the clouds I can’t look down
I will fall on to the ground

Oh, send your angels down
And I will come
Oh, send your angels down
For I am alone

The devil cast his spell on me
Told me who I need to be
He chained me up and tied me down
But for you I made no sound

If I listen long enough will I hear you?
Am I just another dot or a part of the plot?
Oh, I wish the answer were in the palm of my hand
- send your angels down [raining & ok]

gets me through for the moment.
but im still scared, alone, and confused.
im back to pretending again. always pretending is what i seem to be constantly doing.
im leading this make believe pretend life when in reality its all shambles.

god i need to get back on track.
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