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i dont know whats wrong with me...ever sence i got back from vermont i have been so depressed, and i sappose it cause me and my boyfriend to get in an argument today...it really scared me because the thought of breakin up with him crossed my mind...im so happy i didnt say n e thing because i would hvae regreted it soooo much...i am so in love its not funny i need to start seeing him more because i think thats part of the reason im so depressed...idk what im going to do i need to get out of this fucking rut of being so depreessed its really bad...samie wants me to go out tonight but i dont tihnk im going to i think im going to stay home in my room and watch dirty dancing(good movie) thank you samie for tryin to get me out but i dont think im going to go...