I question my strength at times. all the time.
I am absolutely terrified and I despise this feeling.
The sun is shining and here I am thinking about next year and the hardships to follow.
Why?
Because being in love is difficult.
Because it's not always up to you.
And you can't really know what to expect.
I just keep pretending that this time next year me and everyone I love will be living in Chicago,il.
eating puff pasteries,listening to music, smiling,laughing at each other, and taking snapshots of life's splendor.
is that unrealistic?
The sun is shining and here I am thinking about next year and the hardships to follow.
Why?
Because being in love is difficult.
Because it's not always up to you.
And you can't really know what to expect.
I just keep pretending that this time next year me and everyone I love will be living in Chicago,il.
eating puff pasteries,listening to music, smiling,laughing at each other, and taking snapshots of life's splendor.
is that unrealistic?