urgency
My eyes are dialated and I have this sudden urge to say the "F" word (no, not flamingos)
I just want to write it on my windshield with lipstick just like that girl did in Me and You and Everyone We Know.
Today, at 1:36 P.M. I almost hate my life.
Just about anything could set me off and just about anything has.
My parents are killing me. This pressure is crushing me and since I am currently comparing my life to movies I might as well mention Igby Goes Down.
The part where the crazy/alcoholic father is sitting inside the shower with broken glass and blood and he is repeating "this pressure it's coming down on me" or something along those lines.
yeah, that's me too.. minus the shower, broken glass, alcohol, and blood.
maybe not the insanity.
I want to feel sorry for myself and believe that life really sucks because it's saturday and nothing will turn out right. I miss everything that is good.
I want to be on my own.
I want all of the strife and complications that come along with it.
Also, I want to be alone.
No questions and no answers.
Have I lost my mind?
"we have power lines in our blood lines / and if you don't love me let me go"
I just want to write it on my windshield with lipstick just like that girl did in Me and You and Everyone We Know.
Today, at 1:36 P.M. I almost hate my life.
Just about anything could set me off and just about anything has.
My parents are killing me. This pressure is crushing me and since I am currently comparing my life to movies I might as well mention Igby Goes Down.
The part where the crazy/alcoholic father is sitting inside the shower with broken glass and blood and he is repeating "this pressure it's coming down on me" or something along those lines.
yeah, that's me too.. minus the shower, broken glass, alcohol, and blood.
maybe not the insanity.
I want to feel sorry for myself and believe that life really sucks because it's saturday and nothing will turn out right. I miss everything that is good.
I want to be on my own.
I want all of the strife and complications that come along with it.
Also, I want to be alone.
No questions and no answers.
Have I lost my mind?
"we have power lines in our blood lines / and if you don't love me let me go"