Camp Rant ( doesnt have to be logical, i know i over generalize)

Aug 16, 2005 17:21

Oh dear lord. I have not updated in a...long time. But I dont want to take this anger out on someone, even though it has calmed down a little. I was perfectly fine for the morning and noonish...but on the bus ride back from the fieldtrip to Crane beach...
I got to sit in the back. That last seat that everyone wants. I got it. But then all of the boys from group 8 sat there in the back too. Group 8 is all boys. ranging from, if the same as the girls, 10-14. But the boys are awful.
so god damn fucking awful.
all like 8 of them were harassing this other kid from their group who was sitting further up ahead and calling gay in a very insulting manner. They chanted "He likes men" and teased him about liking horses by saying his manhorse. Perhaps the kid knew it was a joke, but that didnt matter to me. They are so...NACO. I think thats how you spell it. Its like...uncultured, from the country side, hill billy...uncivilized.
But what makes it worse is they their group counselors dont do fucking shit about it. Nada! They actually let the chants go for a while before stopping it. And then she showed me a picture that they had taken with her camera. It was a picture of the kid ahead on the bus straddling a sand sculpture of a huge penis. What the FUCK?!! How do you let them do that? Like yeah, i understand if they do it themselves, but you dont have to support it! They are 14. They are BOYS. Maybe im expecting much and dont shit. let them do it alone though! teach them good manners. be polite.
Dont, while I am sitting at the table as the only female, say that 2 girls are better than one and that 7 is even better!! One kid was telling a story about how he saw two hot girls at the park and how when he noticed they started making out with each other. Then the counselor asked him if he asked to join in...*scream of frustration*
I HATE THIS. I dont want to work at camp anyone. I dont. They make it hell. But I do love the girls. Anel is funny and nice. Being with them as the only counselor has brought us together. I play good cop with them. I explain things to them. But those damn boys. I HATE boys because of them. And the sad thing is that there are polite respectable boys in the group but they are slowly changing into the other boys because the counselors support the trouble makers. Sure they act like that at school, but this IS NOT school. Its camp. Its different.
People like those counselors are the reason kids are having sex and getting pregnant at an early age. *GAH* I cant be with those kids or those counselors. I wont teach science for them. I wont. Ill tell Thalia I wont.
I know i didnt do anything, but who am i to them when their own counselor lets them? They dont care. I know they dont. It wouldnt have done much.

I -hate- boys.

right now it feels like that anyways. theyve really hurt me deep inside. makes me feel as though society is failing miserably. like...there is no hope. at least have some respect for other people. its not that hard. just make sure who you are talking to...put yourself in someone else's shoes...remember who you are talking to...age appropriateness...

right?
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