today i realized how old i actually am
today is my lil bros b-day. my family went to chuck e cheese's with him my lil sis and a few lil cousins. being there around all those lil kids made me feel like i was a hundred. and i realized that i dont even party the way i use to. me and angie use to go to clubs and party all night long until they closed down around 5-or-6 in the morning. now when we go we always leave by 2-or-3. i feel like i am old way before my time. i dont kno y i feel like this. i kno im not actually old but i feel like i am. whats the point of staying up all nite if i dont even enjoy my-self anymore. oh btw to anyone who read my last entry when i complained about having no sleep today i slept until 10, which for me is a great occasion i feel like celebrating and i would go to the morgue except i have no one to go with. ooh well maybe next week.