an odd musing
When did I stop feeling like I could truly come home? Lots about "home" doesn't even feel like home anymore....I feel like a foreign guest. And I don't just necessarily mean my house and my family. I mean Taylor and the people in it. The only place I feel I have totally come home to is Taylor Meadows. Thank God for that place or I'd go crazy....I don't even feel like I can go home to the Sosa's right now, and it sucks. I miss them like crazy. I've been home for over a week and have yet to have been over there...which is very uncharacteristic of me. I don't know why exactly...I just feel like I can't. I feel like I'm not going to be walking into another aspect of "home" for me...I feel like I'm going to feel like a guest or something. Ugh what is my issue?