love...
What exactly is love? Can anyone completely define that? Is there a right and a wrong way to love someone? Are things always the way they are meant to be? Do we have a predestined person we are suppose to fall in love with? And does it matter who that person is?
I love this girl. She's beautiful to me.I never thought in my whole life I would be so happy and have someone by my side and love me in the same unconditional love coming back from someone. She has made me rise above the things that I could not have done alone. I think about the things that she has done in my life and I wonder how it is possible that my parents cannot be truly happy for me. I wonder how people can judge over people for whom that they love and why they fall for that person. Love is such a crazy thing. You can't tell yourself who you should fall in love with and why you are falling for them. It happens...and the thing that is even harder, is to find someone to have that love back for you. Sometimes, you find that in unlikely places, and this so happened in her. I wasn't looking for it and then it just came.
I was skeptical at first, because I knew once my parents found out, things might go sour with them. As I got to thinking after they did, It shouldn't matter how they feel, but I should be happy. No one should be able to take that away from me... It is mine to have and to hold and treasure... Even though I found that love, in someone that some might find awful and might not respect, I found it. How many people can say that they find there one true love at such an early age in life and feel that everything has a way of working out, and this relationship has only broughten out the best in me. If no one can see that, then they didn't know me before.
I am overwhelmed with feelings when I am with her. I am happy, full of life, feeling loved, and just plain excited. She has this hold on me that I have never had before. When we talk on the phone, or through IM my whole body lights up and I feel so much love coming from her that I just smile and thank God that I have her in my life. She has pushed me to push where I would never have before. She has confidence in me and that gives me confidence in myself. I have been able to do so much better and even believe in myself more because she is in my life and gives me everything that I need.
I wouldn't want to go another day without her being a part of my life. The 315 miles that separte us are nothing compared tot he love that we have poured out to each other. We truly have an unbelivable bond that not one person could ever come in and break. She completes my life and no one has ever done that for me.
All in all, I just wanted her to know that she is my reason for living. She gives me the greatest smiles in the morning and when things don't look great, she's there to make sure my day is the best that it can possibly be.
Thank you darling. For everything.
I love this girl. She's beautiful to me.I never thought in my whole life I would be so happy and have someone by my side and love me in the same unconditional love coming back from someone. She has made me rise above the things that I could not have done alone. I think about the things that she has done in my life and I wonder how it is possible that my parents cannot be truly happy for me. I wonder how people can judge over people for whom that they love and why they fall for that person. Love is such a crazy thing. You can't tell yourself who you should fall in love with and why you are falling for them. It happens...and the thing that is even harder, is to find someone to have that love back for you. Sometimes, you find that in unlikely places, and this so happened in her. I wasn't looking for it and then it just came.
I was skeptical at first, because I knew once my parents found out, things might go sour with them. As I got to thinking after they did, It shouldn't matter how they feel, but I should be happy. No one should be able to take that away from me... It is mine to have and to hold and treasure... Even though I found that love, in someone that some might find awful and might not respect, I found it. How many people can say that they find there one true love at such an early age in life and feel that everything has a way of working out, and this relationship has only broughten out the best in me. If no one can see that, then they didn't know me before.
I am overwhelmed with feelings when I am with her. I am happy, full of life, feeling loved, and just plain excited. She has this hold on me that I have never had before. When we talk on the phone, or through IM my whole body lights up and I feel so much love coming from her that I just smile and thank God that I have her in my life. She has pushed me to push where I would never have before. She has confidence in me and that gives me confidence in myself. I have been able to do so much better and even believe in myself more because she is in my life and gives me everything that I need.
I wouldn't want to go another day without her being a part of my life. The 315 miles that separte us are nothing compared tot he love that we have poured out to each other. We truly have an unbelivable bond that not one person could ever come in and break. She completes my life and no one has ever done that for me.
All in all, I just wanted her to know that she is my reason for living. She gives me the greatest smiles in the morning and when things don't look great, she's there to make sure my day is the best that it can possibly be.
Thank you darling. For everything.