Update!

[softballuver]

So, haven't updated in a while and SOOOOO many things going on lately. As many of you might be wondering, I am still in Minnesota. It looks like I might be staying here a while. A guy got fired so I am taking over his area. Which really was the ideal thing. But boy, I am learning trial by fire. I won't know anything permanent until end of August for sure... but at least I get to stay here, in Minnesota, with Jim until he leaves for a year. Even if things settle down with my job, I just don't know if this is ever something I will truly enjoy... But I suppose, I am going to stick with it for a while to gain some job experience and when Jim gets back from Iraq, I can figure it out from there. I am still young. At this age, nobody ever really gets to do exactly what they want... that is if they want a rewarding future. Sometimes you just need to suck it up and make do with what you can, but you also need to challenge yourself.

Boca Raton last week for work... now catching up on the million things I am behind on, just trying not to drown. But then a cruise July 7!!! I am looking forward to that, but at the same time it is bittersweet because that just means it is closer to the time Jim leaves :(

Can I really handle this for an entire year? I am having a hard enough time right now and he's only been gone for 1.5 weeks (back on Friday).

My heart hurts