good day
well this past weekend was nuts. John still called and apologized about stuff. and still proceeded to ask me to the halloween party on saturday. are you fucking KIDDING me? I said fuck no. and I said no more being friends either. and yet it still proceeds to tell me he has feelings for me and he doesnt want to let them go. well he wants to apparently have her and me. and not have her know. I would NEVER do that. If he thinks that he can just keep me there on the side and if him and amanda dont work out. he has another thing coming. hes like what do I do if i see you. I was like you can say hi to me but thats it. hes like man thats fucked up. I was like well you did it to yourself. Then hes like well Im still calling you. and he has to tell me him and her are not having sex. what does that make me more likely to have sex with him? Then he claims he enjoys it with me. what am i going to be like ok since youre not doing that with her and youre trying to work it out with the one you love...Ill just help you out on the side. uh no. Im not being your dessert. Im the main course bitch. ANYWAYS. So instead that night laura and I got a fifth of captain and mike told us to not drink it all but we did. shot style. completely wasted and probably will not do that again. well atleast for awhile. so much fun though. jess stopped by. apparently i hit my head on something. i also dont recall some stuff which scares me. I always remember stuff. but anyways. sunday worked 10:45-5:00. went to the movies with laura and saw red eye. really good movie better than I expected. went to meijer. went over chris hockeys for a few. came home and ate some pizza. good times. then today was good. went to her little sisters basketball game. then went and got halloween costumes. Im going to be mary katherine gallagher from SNL. LAuras mom just has to take it in because its to wide. Laura is being a domestic beaten housewife. we went to the thrift store and I picked all of her costume out. it was perfect and it was done in a matter of minutes. If need be I could have went by there by myself and picked it out for her. shes like crissann I dreamt this up and you made it come true in a thrift store. I do what I can. So LAura and I went to arbys and such. good day for sure. Im gettin the HuRr done tomrrow :) yeeeah yeeeeah. nothin big just trim and layers.