Feb 05, 2009 06:22
so its been almost a year. I just haven't had anything to say. Now I do.
Its almost valentine's day. I am yet again spending by myself. I will have nick but as much as I love him it won't count. I want a real person you know. I keep saying that I don't believe in relationships but the truth is that its hard to find one. I want a boyfriend no one wants to be alone forever no matter what they say. I have kind of stopped looking cause that is the best way to find someone.
tonight i am with lora and david and amy and adam. its just me and varun and nothing happened. we played rock band and i am undesireable to many men. which sux cause I Am awesome. :) U know it. I just want someone to talk to to and hang out with that isn't Lora or janna or ali or nick or whitney. This holiday always makes me sad. I will get over it I always do. I really hope I am not destined to spend eternity alone.
BTW Happy Birthday Ali!!!!!!!!!!