Hmmmmmmmmmmm...
Ok so sometimes u can't always tell what to believe and what not to believe. So I have decided to just live. Not that I wasn't going to live, but thats irrelavent. I am going to enjoy myself and what ever happens happens. I am most sure that I will regret it. When I feel this good there should be no reason y I am doubting. Zoe u r right my dear. Like Mrs. Stammers and Mrs. Thompson always said "Patience is a virtue"