disapointment
I feel like crap. The only person to blame is myself. I created something unhealthy in my friendship with Evan. He is a good friend. someone I would love to have around. He is funny when he wants to be. I saw him at the activities fair today and said nothin to him. I have been think about that all day. I can't shut him out cause that only hurts me. I guess one could say that he doesn't know that I liek him but I mean why would that be the one secret that people on 1-1 kept. But w/e. So I am gonna have to be an adult about this and just pretend that it never happened. Could talk about it but why. I would only feel the same way I do now and have the same conclusions drawn. He is with Emily and i have to accept that.
On a brighter note I am beginning to be very very excited about pom-pon squad.If only a hand full of people that signed up show up taht will be plenty.BUt I hope that people are good. Cause it will suck if they are not and things will get complicated. But w/e its fine.
On a brighter note I am beginning to be very very excited about pom-pon squad.If only a hand full of people that signed up show up taht will be plenty.BUt I hope that people are good. Cause it will suck if they are not and things will get complicated. But w/e its fine.