i love you
Time is dwindling and things are just get harder to deal with. I am really gonna need friends through this all, and I hope that the people who read this will make sure that I don't isolate myself more than I am already. i don't know, it's so hard to be in love and have that taken away from you. And I feel that I have no one to turn to, and the ones I want to turn to, I can't.
Lately all of my updates have been sad and pretty much about the same thing. Sorry for that, it's just the most important thing to me and yah, it sucks.
I got Tom's senior pic today. What he wrote on it made me smile, laugh and cry. It was odd.
I hate this feeling. It makes me feel horrible that I could ever feel this way. The things I'm going through will hopefully make me a stronger person. What has scared me the most, I have never been like this before. I have never cared and things couldn't break me down. Now I am a freaking wreck and in love with an amazing person. It's so weird.
I wanna go to Maine to see ym cousins so bad. I miss them so much. I don't want them to move to Arizona, specially before I get to see them. I want to go and talk to my cuzn, she understands me. I need her right now.
I wanna see Michael. I miss him so much. He is my big bro. I need him now more than ever, and it sucks.
I want my friends back. I need them back. I have messed up. There are people I wanna be friends with, but can't.
Tomorrow night is the football game in Bartlett. I am driving out there, cuz I wanna see my boy play. I hope they do well and win.
I wanna spend the night with Tom. I just wanna be... happy I guess.
Whatever i can't type more cuz he's the only thing on my mind. So I'm gonna go.
Possible road trip to Texas too. Fun stuff.
I love you
Lately all of my updates have been sad and pretty much about the same thing. Sorry for that, it's just the most important thing to me and yah, it sucks.
I got Tom's senior pic today. What he wrote on it made me smile, laugh and cry. It was odd.
I hate this feeling. It makes me feel horrible that I could ever feel this way. The things I'm going through will hopefully make me a stronger person. What has scared me the most, I have never been like this before. I have never cared and things couldn't break me down. Now I am a freaking wreck and in love with an amazing person. It's so weird.
I wanna go to Maine to see ym cousins so bad. I miss them so much. I don't want them to move to Arizona, specially before I get to see them. I want to go and talk to my cuzn, she understands me. I need her right now.
I wanna see Michael. I miss him so much. He is my big bro. I need him now more than ever, and it sucks.
I want my friends back. I need them back. I have messed up. There are people I wanna be friends with, but can't.
Tomorrow night is the football game in Bartlett. I am driving out there, cuz I wanna see my boy play. I hope they do well and win.
I wanna spend the night with Tom. I just wanna be... happy I guess.
Whatever i can't type more cuz he's the only thing on my mind. So I'm gonna go.
Possible road trip to Texas too. Fun stuff.
I love you