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wow, last night was....wow. So many weird emotions, mixed up, crazy thoughts. They brought tom's cd he had written to his memorial last night. We listened to it, looked at his picture and cried. It was so emotional. I felt more love in that area than i have ever felt a group of teenagers possess. Everyone there will always have a special bond, something that no one else will experience with us. I hugged girls who i thought hated me, and comforted girls who i thought had no fear. I guess you could say i saw the true side of many people yesterday. We all said to each other that we will always be there, always care. It really shows me how truly amazing some people are. I wish more people would've come, just to experience the love we had that night. It makes me appreciate things so much. Please, all of you, never leave me, never ever do what tom did, i'm always here for you, and i love you, i love all of you.