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amazing lock-in. less crying and more sleeping than last year, but i got just as much out of it.
everyones getting into college and its stressing me out. i dont want them to not get it because thats just mean and i want them to be sucessful, but at the same time i dont want them to get in because it means theyre one step closer to leaving me.
im feeling really good about myself and the direction of my life in general, and im a little scared to change that.
i ended it tho. its all thanks to father lynch. he really helped communicate God's message to me. and im sooo thankful for him. ive been given a 3rd chance to be okay and to start over. this time, im going to use it to preach God in what i say and do. ill do it right this time.
in my last post, i wrote that i didnt think i was strong enough to end it yet, but i know that i am now. so i dont have to worry about being alone.
joy, kristin
everyones getting into college and its stressing me out. i dont want them to not get it because thats just mean and i want them to be sucessful, but at the same time i dont want them to get in because it means theyre one step closer to leaving me.
im feeling really good about myself and the direction of my life in general, and im a little scared to change that.
i ended it tho. its all thanks to father lynch. he really helped communicate God's message to me. and im sooo thankful for him. ive been given a 3rd chance to be okay and to start over. this time, im going to use it to preach God in what i say and do. ill do it right this time.
in my last post, i wrote that i didnt think i was strong enough to end it yet, but i know that i am now. so i dont have to worry about being alone.
joy, kristin