Oct 23, 2005 20:31
Well like a year or so ago I made a post, kind of an autobiographical one. I've changed sooo much. I'm posting this new one.
My name is Jessica, and no, I'm not perfect. I'm a junior in high school. I deal with with high school drama every day. I'm scared to death about college. But I really can't wait. I love life. I love my friends. My family means more to me than anything. As much as I say I hate it, I really don't mind school. I think I might want to be a doctor. I know my parents will support me with whatever I do. I'm NOT perfect. I'm very spoiled. I love my little brother to death. Even though I try to be an optimist, i've grown to dislike many people. My biggest pet peeve in a person is cockiness. I don't drink, nor do I smoke. I believe in true love. Predestination is crap. Country music puts me in a good mood. I try to be friends with everyone. I think going on a blind date would be fun. House MD is one of my favorite shows. I'm not perfect. I have blonde hair. I have very high expectations for myself. If you don't like me, chances are, I don't like you either. I totally love boys, alot. I trust people too easily. I'm the biggest Red Sox fan. I love the spanish language. I have pretty high standards when it comes to dating. I love disney movies! I love kids. I've learned who I can and cannot trust from past experiences. I love life. My favorite color is purple. I have a pretty good memory. I have an obsession with designer purses.. it's becoming unhealthy. I love vegetables. I love the rain. I can't live without my cell phone. My room is usually pretty clean. I've only been to one music concert- Nsync in 4th grade. I think I might want to marry Dane Cook. If you're a jerk to me, i'll be a bitch back. I am a bitch. I admit it. I'm sarcastic. Kerry Elizabeth Quirk is one of my best friends. Softball is my passion. I love pajamas! I care what people think about me. I'm not perfect. I don't like the way I look. IHOP is quite possibly the best place ever. I know he is crazy, but I know I can talk to Thanos (TJ) about anything, he's like, my brother. The glass is most definitely half full. I love to talk on the phone. I'm not perfect. I hate how I used to be so pessimistic. I hated that I felt my friends disliked me. I know they didn't. I hate that I hurt peoples' feelings. I hate hurting peoples' feelings. I hate that i didn't give second chances. I hate that I was so judgemental. I hate that I thought I knew what was right for everyone. I hate that I took my family for granted. I hate that I fell for people I shouldn't have. I hate that I thought everyone was out to get me. I hate how I look back on my first year of high school and wonder what I was thinking. I hate that I stopped eating. I hate that I second guessed myself. I hate that I hated myself.
I love my life. I'm not perfect. I love that I'm me. I love my friends. I love my family. I love me.