Dec 31, 2003 05:30
wow its been a while. i guess you could say ALOT has happened..christmas was alot of fun, i didnt see much of michael tho, and i didnt see david or jimmy and all :( but hanging out with adele and tina was great fun, they got these death wishes for christmas..some kind electric scooter! lol! they got mad at me one day actually cuz i like played FFX-2 all day..well duRRRH! its me! im like a total FF freak and i got it like 2 days before and there was a p2s in front of me. of course im gonna play. i dunno..them and their mom have this funny idea i only did it cuz michael wasnt there so i ignored them. ok
1. if all i wanted to ever do was hang out with michael..i wouldnt spend the night over there..
2. me and michael are BEST FRIENDS! wanna know why? girls get on my nerves..they whine and complain and freak out about everything, personally, id raher hang out with someone who doesnt give a crap about what i do and complain if they dont like it
3. on christmas, i NEVER see much of them anyways..so why are they freakin out
4. if you didnt kno i was a video game nerd by now and played em all day..then you shure dont know me..cuz i do! i grew up with 2 older brothers..im not a barbie girl k.
5. please understand me and michael are BEST FRIENDS..so since we never see each other, naturally were gonna wanna hang out..stop thinking were in kindergarden and cant handle ourselves!
i mean these arent just feelings from lately..theyre mostly from alot of the recent times ive gone down there and it just makes me mad alot of times..cuz they are all 3 my friends..so what michael is a guy..we are teenagers..i think we can handle ourselves. and adele wasnt my friend first..i mean sure she was nicest to me when we met..but i was in 5th grade! you cant bring things up from the past and say i was her friend first..i mean..i love adele, tina, and michael all equally..me and michael just happen to get along well cuz of our age groups, not that big of a deal really. i mean FOR EX...michael invited me to a haunted house with him for Halloween cuz my plans fell through..my mom said she would take me down there for that and only that cuz she felt bad all my plans fell through..she took off work so she could take me down ok..so i get there and have money to go with michael and his buds and guess what..his mom wont let me go cuz it would hurt adeles feelings cuz i was her friends first... -_- well im sorry it woulda hurt her feelings..correct me if im wrong but she already had plans with her friends so i was stuck there with B**** whom hates me and talks bad about me to mrs kurt..just kinda pissed me off honestly..but not as much as my mom, cuz she took me down there cuz he invited me. i cried that weekend too lol~they just get to me sometimes. i just dont get why everyone freaks out cuz me and michael wanna hang out..blows my mind.
ANYWAYS! i cant believe i wrote a whole freakin entry about this..its just been on my mind alot lately and bugging me so i guess its off my chest now. :/ i feel kinda depressed lately for some odd reason..i mean im not, but i do. weird huh? well i been playing FFXI til like 5am once again since its christmas break..so i better get goin to bed! :P NiGhT eVeRyOnE
OHH YEAH! i saw lord of the rings tonite! OMG...ADD TO MY FAV MOVIE COLLECTION! :D orlando bloom... *sigh* hahaha.. :/
BLT