i have insomnia

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i was just reading one of my old entries a couple months ago..yeah..someone shoulda jus slapped me before i wrote it. i was like f this and f that and f him and man..scawy. brittikins is mad cuz he doesnt like me cussing..:( i loaf him. anywhat-i broke up w/ daniel wed night, everythings gone wrong..and we been talkin still and about being close friends still. aparently not tho. like tonite on the phone..it was like midnight and he was talkin about how he couldnt be my friend anymore cuz it hurt him too much to be around me and kno he cant have me or something? and i was like...ook....kinda confused and he was like im sorry..im gona go..bye and like hung up. soo a couple tears came out and then i realized..daniels not my friend anymore..he cant be ..and i dunno i like started cryin pretty hard. layed on my bed and listened to music for an hour and cried. i mean..i jus wanna be there for him. i dont get it..theres alot of other crap to the story but im not about to share it with everyone just cuz i guess..this is where i draw the line to my personal business and ur noses! HA jk..am i the only one who got that? yeah..probably. lol i just made myself smile. thats a good sthign good sthign.

on the better side of my life IM GOING TO HOUSTON TOMORROW!!!!! yay!!! im so happy! were goin to a haunted house-me n michael and some of his friends!! i CANT WAIT! lol i dunno if its cuz im sick of waco or jus cuz i miss houston so much and everyone there! oh well, either way IM GOING TO HOUSTON TOMORROW!! heheheh sweet

Tullyswrld: i love you :)

i can go to sleep w/ a smile now :) i love my bwittikinths