i fuckin hate people

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god fuckin..i fuckin hate people..UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i fuckin hate waco i hate jessica, JOSH, dustin and i dont even kno about mikeal! GOD DAMN! im sick of their shitty selves their shitty ass fuckin mouths talkin shit bout me..like today..omg..i ALREADY cried myself to sleep last night so i was all chinky today..it started out great until after 2nd or the "advisory periods" they're fuckin gay..i got stuck with some gay ass queers and afterwards haley was tellin me bout how josh was in her class (BARF) and talkin about "yah did you hear what brookes dad did!? hes so fuckin gay!" GFHD shit on your fuckin ass josh..uggh fuckin get over me! and ya kno..my dad was fuckin stickin up for me..josh initiated the gd convo anyways which like OVER a month ago!! UGHGHGHGHGHGH hell after that gay advisory period he looked at me and fuckin smiled..AHA..no i gave him a dirty ass look and he goes UGHHHH really loud so he made damn sure i heard him..i dont give a fuck! i honestly dont think he can get it through his gd fat fuck head! shit..im so fuckin pissed and so at lunch i started cryin jus thinkin about EVERYONES shit and what josh said to me after he wouldnt leave me alone..he says..i jus wanna know one thing brooke..one thing..i go what..and he goes WHO DID U FUCK!? uhmm..he knows gd well i NEVER fuckin touched him when he wanted to do shit..OMG he knows im not even like that! and its fuckin bullshit..all of it! and jus the shit he was talkin about me to haley then jess sayin im a hoe thing?? WELL..thats another story! HOLY CRAP i bitched her out last night about it online and she was like i never said that..mikeal and dustin are lying so she asked him today at lunch and he said..i never said that! WTF he fuckin called me! ok so after lunch she tried to come tell me and haley that..hell no i just kinda picked up my stuff and squeezed thru her and hay and walked off..like a lil bitch im sure..i dont care..i dont wanna hear her shit..so THEN im cryin all fuckin day cuz im just soo UGHH ya kno??? well we had to go to this like learning room i didnt kno our school had cuz its all new and big you kno? anyways i was like in there with kory meyers..she was bein a sweetie and then like joe kidd walked in and i was like omg..dont look at me cuz im like all black eyes and tears and crap and he came and sat his happy ass right next to me and said hey brooke! i was like...:/ cryin more but i like finally stopped cuz he makes me laugh..hes freakin so cute..he like knos i still like him a little cuz of someone..*coughjordancough* im sure..lol oh well..i dont even care anymore honestly..so anyways..he made my day pretty much..i like wanted to hug him soo bad but i didnt cuz it would be awkward considering last year and all..anywho..then 7th period daniel was like omg whats wrong with you lately!?? your never smiling..it doesnt look right! im like :( yah my day always seems to suck by this time..anyways so after 7th i went to meet haley and shes like all tellin me bout what happened with her and dustin after lunch or whenever and she was like hey uhmm whats this about you lyin about not tellin brooke that shit he goes i dunno..i dont really wanna get involved..and i didnt say anything and haley was like well i really dont think brooke would lie to me and he goes well brooke must be a dumb bitch!
UH UH nooooo tomorrow..he fuckin LOOKS AT ME..ill break his gd nose! i hate fuckin liars! especially cuz i said i wouldnt go out with him is the only fuckin reason h is bein a fuckin pussy ass!! UGHGHGHGH guys suck ass sooo fookin bad! im through..i cant take it anymore..i cant even cry anymore..and when i do my tears fuckin burn...wtf is up with that shit huh..im jus sick of it..all of it..i wanna leave midway and waco alltogether..and my mom was thinkin about takin me to houston this weekend THANK U LORD! i wanna go soo bad..i hope i get to go..anyways im gonna go maybe..uhmm cry some more!??!?! great..

ohh yah josh stills loves me is what jessica is tellin me..*pukes all over the screen* fuckin disgusting..i hate that stupid SOB