*ReGiStRaTiOn*
me and haley need time AWAY!!! haha gosh weve been together like a STRAIT week cept for a couple hours and we'd start to finish each others sentences and like say the freakin exact same thing or ever think alike all the time...we were like UGGGH!! haha its cool tho cuz we WUV EACH OVER!! hehe
so registration was monday morning..i was at haleys naturally ;) and we had to get up at like 7:15 so we could both be ready before 10 cuz i went to hers w/ her and she went to my times with me..so we get there and see none other than josh and she is like omfg brooke..and i was like what?? who?? cuz i didnt see him them i was like god freakin..haley get in front of me!! and we both just started laughin and she goes omgg and saw some dude she knew and like walked off and i was like HALEY!! you left me!! haley!! he is looking at me!! HALEY and she was like oh oh oh hahaha but we saw like evveryone..it was wierd cuz this summer was like weird i guess..dunno how to explain
but omg i saw DAVID MADDOX and i hadnt seen him since like the first of june and i miss him like shit and i just totally lighted up when i saw him like all excited and suprised and he just gave me this like go to hell bitch look or a like i dont even kno u look and i was like.....and i just like wanted to start cryin sooo bad and haley was like brooke omg dont even..and i was like he haaates me!!!! :( gawd ALL i wanna kno is why hes treatin me this way..i mean like last year we were practically on the phone like every night with michael and tony..and now tony is treatin me the same..i dont get it, i honestly dont. i mean yes i kno i dont get alot of things but this isnt just a joke to me or something..and he says hes not mad at me and never was...but ya kno he talks to everyone else normally..uggghhhh i mith him :( i just wish he would talk to me..i dont understand
but vikki..one of my moms like best friends has had cancer for a couple years now and they kept thinkin they had gotten rid of it..but really hadnt, well she died yesterday morning :( :( :( CRAP ON MY HEART--
like she was one of my second moms and tonite we had to go see her funeral viewing stuff and omg..i didnt even recognize her..she is pure skin and bones..i wanted to cry real bad..you kno that burnin sensation in your throat but i didnt for who knows why..i feel so emotionless lately..gooosh everyones dying and yah i kno its gods will and all but just repeated death..it hurts. i mean i feel so sorry for my mom...just everythings goin wrong for her and i cant do anything to help her really, yet shes so strong through it all..i just wish i could be more like that. WELL enough with my ramblings, i need to go to bed cuz i gotta get up at 7:45. soo night everbody
blt
CANT GET CALIFORNIA OUT OF MY HEAD!!
so registration was monday morning..i was at haleys naturally ;) and we had to get up at like 7:15 so we could both be ready before 10 cuz i went to hers w/ her and she went to my times with me..so we get there and see none other than josh and she is like omfg brooke..and i was like what?? who?? cuz i didnt see him them i was like god freakin..haley get in front of me!! and we both just started laughin and she goes omgg and saw some dude she knew and like walked off and i was like HALEY!! you left me!! haley!! he is looking at me!! HALEY and she was like oh oh oh hahaha but we saw like evveryone..it was wierd cuz this summer was like weird i guess..dunno how to explain
but omg i saw DAVID MADDOX and i hadnt seen him since like the first of june and i miss him like shit and i just totally lighted up when i saw him like all excited and suprised and he just gave me this like go to hell bitch look or a like i dont even kno u look and i was like.....and i just like wanted to start cryin sooo bad and haley was like brooke omg dont even..and i was like he haaates me!!!! :( gawd ALL i wanna kno is why hes treatin me this way..i mean like last year we were practically on the phone like every night with michael and tony..and now tony is treatin me the same..i dont get it, i honestly dont. i mean yes i kno i dont get alot of things but this isnt just a joke to me or something..and he says hes not mad at me and never was...but ya kno he talks to everyone else normally..uggghhhh i mith him :( i just wish he would talk to me..i dont understand
but vikki..one of my moms like best friends has had cancer for a couple years now and they kept thinkin they had gotten rid of it..but really hadnt, well she died yesterday morning :( :( :( CRAP ON MY HEART--
like she was one of my second moms and tonite we had to go see her funeral viewing stuff and omg..i didnt even recognize her..she is pure skin and bones..i wanted to cry real bad..you kno that burnin sensation in your throat but i didnt for who knows why..i feel so emotionless lately..gooosh everyones dying and yah i kno its gods will and all but just repeated death..it hurts. i mean i feel so sorry for my mom...just everythings goin wrong for her and i cant do anything to help her really, yet shes so strong through it all..i just wish i could be more like that. WELL enough with my ramblings, i need to go to bed cuz i gotta get up at 7:45. soo night everbody
blt
CANT GET CALIFORNIA OUT OF MY HEAD!!