birthday galore!
well this friday was big sister joeys birthdayits so strange think back now it hits me wow she 18 already and now she is legally an adult (even though she doesnt act it) where did all the years gone? now shes off into the world that we live in now in only 4 months i feel like my whole world is up in the air now just like im floating aimlessly yea i kno i can hate her so much sometimes but there some wierd bond there . i really cant see myself living alone and not being able to get up off my bed and go to the room next door and just start fucking around with her now all the questions are coming to me where am i going to live? is dad really just gonna pick up and leave when i walk off that graduation stage and head back to nicaragua like he has been saying? is he actually going to leave my mom here alone with me and joey to help her out ?am i going to stay here in good old miami or move ?or am i gonna stay in contact with my dad if he does move?
i guess ill kno when those things happen but saturday completely erased it from my mind and allowed me to have fun and just let go but i came back into reality with the college fair wondering if i can actually go to UCF i hope i do
peace&love
DOA
i guess ill kno when those things happen but saturday completely erased it from my mind and allowed me to have fun and just let go but i came back into reality with the college fair wondering if i can actually go to UCF i hope i do
peace&love
DOA