6 Months and 2 Days
Well Sunday was our 6 month anniversary. Isn't that great. Not to sound mean or anything but this is where I was already out of love with Ashley S. I mean I don't really think that I ever was in love with Ashley S. I think that I just liked her. I don't know if there was ever a time where I could have really told you that I had loved her. She was there, and I was lonely. Just my heart didn't leap when I saw her and I didn't feel anything when she would kiss me.
This...this is different. I see her and my face lights up. I talk to her an all my fears melt like butter in a saucepan. I don't know how else to explain it to you. I just don't feel like if there was something worth fighting for with Ashley S. With my future wife, there is a lot that I can't explain to you how I feel. If I could articulate it into words you'd understand that there is something there. All of my heart falls into hers and is swimming in this puddle of love. I love her so much and I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with her.
This...this is different. I see her and my face lights up. I talk to her an all my fears melt like butter in a saucepan. I don't know how else to explain it to you. I just don't feel like if there was something worth fighting for with Ashley S. With my future wife, there is a lot that I can't explain to you how I feel. If I could articulate it into words you'd understand that there is something there. All of my heart falls into hers and is swimming in this puddle of love. I love her so much and I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with her.