To Anonymous...
Well I read your comment and yes i have been in that situation as a matter of fact to some degree i am in that situation right now as i write. However, There are certain things that you carry on with you in life. I don't think that i would take those things back because well, as cheesy as this may sound. You learn from those things and take them with you in life. I do catch myself thinking about those things and thinking how unfair i was to some people but then i realize I can't change the past and I can't change people's views on me anymore. I can't help the anger or the hate that they might have for me. Yes, I do relate to you but, I know that there is nothing that i can do about it. I will always carry around resentment for valerie. I thought it was completely unjust how she could drop me so quickly when she didn't even let me make my decision for myself. I mean don't get me wrong, I am completely happy that the drama is out of my life, but that was something that I had never told anyone, that i was disappointed that when she was supposed to be my best friend she thought it would be easier to drop me instead of letting things be the way that they were. Maybe she'll take those things with her in the future and not let it happen again. I was unfair to some people and I have gone back and apologized to them, if they don't forgive me there is nothing that I could do. I have to just sit back and watch as they move on with their life.