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so it's surprising how quickly i'm moving on.
though i guess if i didn't i'd be stuck in such a rut that i just would not be able to get out of.
this'll teach me how to be stronger and more self-sufficient and less dependent on my boyfriend, for, after all, i'm only here for three more months - nothing can (or will) become incredibly serious, so i'll just take it as it comes and have fun with it. that's what i should've done with james, but i just got myself in too deep and i didn't realize that he was like that.
oh well, fuck him. as doug said, i'm a lovely girl and he made a huge mistake. one of these days he'll realize it. maybe not for a while, but sometime. he'll know just how hugely he fucked up. and when he does, i'll be the one to tell him i don't want to be with him.
though i guess if i didn't i'd be stuck in such a rut that i just would not be able to get out of.
this'll teach me how to be stronger and more self-sufficient and less dependent on my boyfriend, for, after all, i'm only here for three more months - nothing can (or will) become incredibly serious, so i'll just take it as it comes and have fun with it. that's what i should've done with james, but i just got myself in too deep and i didn't realize that he was like that.
oh well, fuck him. as doug said, i'm a lovely girl and he made a huge mistake. one of these days he'll realize it. maybe not for a while, but sometime. he'll know just how hugely he fucked up. and when he does, i'll be the one to tell him i don't want to be with him.