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HEY!! SEVENTH GRADE CALLED!!....THEY WANT THEIR DRAMA BACK!!!
like seriously though...I don't know who to trust lately. I've just been in this akward stage in my life where I love going out every night and adore my friends and I love meeting new friends threw them but I just don't know lately. Ugh...I can't wait for college. I only know one person from Central who ia also going to Bay Path...Megan Lignar. I know she has had some run-ins in the past with some of my friends and if what she said about Alain was true then I think I might just keep my distance. I'll be polite to her..like I won't go out of my way to not talk to her but idk...just rethinking life right now....
work's ok. I love my tan...not my tan lines though. We go on vaca in less than a month...like two weeks. I am so excited! cape cod for seven days!! YESS!
so I've heard that some people think I've changed a lot and the truth is I have. I know I've changed. I'm not the shy, quiet insecure girl I used to be. Yes, I still have my moments when I am reserved around certain people but like I LOVE life right now. I am 18 years old and I'm just doing things that eighteen year old girls do. I party, I come in at 2:30 every morning, I have the best friends a girl could ask for, I have two parents who although they care about me...give me my much needed and deserved freedom. I know that some of my friends don't always agree with my choices, but hey..I don't always agree with theirs either. I know I've changed. and I like it irght now. I never went out a lot during high school or anything..I was pretty level-headed. but I tink that everyone goes through these stages in their lives where they need to just let loose and now is my time. who knows what college will bring. I am so excited.
speaking of which..went to kerri's..it was ok. I was driving so I didn't buy a cup or anything. if I wasn't driving then i think I would have been a little more relaxed. plus fucking brit has a fucking curfew..so I had to get her home on time. then I don't remember what day but went to alex's...that was the SHIT!!! danielle...you missed a great time. haha..let me tell you!OOOGH! and before I leave for the cape with my family..me and brit are staying up at hampton beach with the boys for the weekend. it is gonna be FIRE!
had dinner with christine. I miss her. we were so close during the end of the year and now we barely ever see eachother except when I go to friendly's and boss her around. lol. her little sister sammy came with us. she's a cutie...althopugh christie disagrees a lot. haha. then I had to go fucking home cause my fucking dad is a jerk. whatevvv...I Do NOT have an attitude problem...lol....((even though I know I really do))
jamie's is tonight. I worked from 10-4 and now i have to go back 6-8 and then hit up jam's. I miss her too. in elementary schoolwe were best friends. I found some pics of us at my house with rubber gloves on our feet and bandanas over our eyes like we were pirates. good times. lol.
I'm out....time to go back to work!
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