oh the woe.

Oct 31, 2005 19:50

i don't know how to be what i want to be.

i don't exactly know what i want to be.

except i konw that i am not what that is. this always reminds me of in the sisterhood of the traveling pants when alexis bledel is with her gorgeous greek boy in greece and they are hacing a romantic dinner on a boat. and alexis is talking about all of her friends, and she mentions how she is jealous of tibby because tibby is what she wants to be and she's really you know. out there. whereas alexis is really shy. and she says, i'm kind of jealous of tibby in that way. and costas says, wy? and she says, because she is who she wants to be. and costas says, aren't you? and she says, well, i think i know who i want to be. (and then they have a really romantic moment and he says somehting really sweet and we cry)

but i don't think i do know that. maybe i do.

anyway. so here's what happens.

side note: i have the worst ugliest blisters on my feet. no joke. SO gross. and they're all over. and huge. and painful.

i am affected by something stupid. and it upsets me. or it sparks
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