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we were sitting in your car. we were lying naked on your rough seat cover. and i was wearing my shoes.
and we were lying there and it hurt. and it hurt and it scratched and it itched. and you had to be home. and i had something to see. but i was wearing my shoes and you were beautiful. and it didn't matter and we didn't want to leave.
it was silent and we were silent. the moon was huge. it was amazing. we were scared of cars driving by and we were comforted by the tree that cascaded over us.
i think i'm in love with you. you told me that you were in love with me. and you were in love sitting in a white toyota truck from '82 with a scratchy seat cover and dysfunctional battery and me. and you and me and you were in love.
and i didn't love you back. i didn't think i loved you back. i didn't know what to think. i was kind of scared and i thought about you and i thought you were beautiful. why? why would you think that?
i'm never happier when i'm with you. and i miss you a lot when i'm not with you. and i think about you and i always want to be with you. and i love you.
and i felt the same way. but i was scared of it i guess and i didn't know what to do and i'm juvinile and immature and i didn't know what i was doing. and i am junivinile and i don't know what i'm doing. and i was afraid.
and i thought about how we couldn't be there but we were and we stayed and we did and it was okay. it was really really okay. how could it not be? we were never happier when we were together.
and then suddenly we couldn't be there. and the tree shriveled away and the moon wasn't so big and i wasn't wearing my shoes but i was wearing everything else. and nothing was wrong we just couldn't be there.
now something's wrong. and we won't be there even if we could. and the moon is gone and the tree is obstructive and cars always drive by.
and you don't think about me when i'm away. and you aren't happy when we're together. and you don't want to be with me. and i care but it doesn't matter because the tree is too big and the moon is too small.
i'm waiting for the moon again. because i used to tell you it was a waning gibbous. but i haven't told you that lately. because it hasn't been there. and i just want it to be there so i can tell you it's waxing. it's big and growing. and i just want the moon to be there.
and we were lying there and it hurt. and it hurt and it scratched and it itched. and you had to be home. and i had something to see. but i was wearing my shoes and you were beautiful. and it didn't matter and we didn't want to leave.
it was silent and we were silent. the moon was huge. it was amazing. we were scared of cars driving by and we were comforted by the tree that cascaded over us.
i think i'm in love with you. you told me that you were in love with me. and you were in love sitting in a white toyota truck from '82 with a scratchy seat cover and dysfunctional battery and me. and you and me and you were in love.
and i didn't love you back. i didn't think i loved you back. i didn't know what to think. i was kind of scared and i thought about you and i thought you were beautiful. why? why would you think that?
i'm never happier when i'm with you. and i miss you a lot when i'm not with you. and i think about you and i always want to be with you. and i love you.
and i felt the same way. but i was scared of it i guess and i didn't know what to do and i'm juvinile and immature and i didn't know what i was doing. and i am junivinile and i don't know what i'm doing. and i was afraid.
and i thought about how we couldn't be there but we were and we stayed and we did and it was okay. it was really really okay. how could it not be? we were never happier when we were together.
and then suddenly we couldn't be there. and the tree shriveled away and the moon wasn't so big and i wasn't wearing my shoes but i was wearing everything else. and nothing was wrong we just couldn't be there.
now something's wrong. and we won't be there even if we could. and the moon is gone and the tree is obstructive and cars always drive by.
and you don't think about me when i'm away. and you aren't happy when we're together. and you don't want to be with me. and i care but it doesn't matter because the tree is too big and the moon is too small.
i'm waiting for the moon again. because i used to tell you it was a waning gibbous. but i haven't told you that lately. because it hasn't been there. and i just want it to be there so i can tell you it's waxing. it's big and growing. and i just want the moon to be there.