Feb 06, 2007 22:45
Ive always feared that the people I am close to would die without me ever saying goodbye to them. When I was little, I would tell my mom goodnight and give her a hug about 10 ten times before she would finally get annoyed with me and tell me to go to sleep. She never understood that I was afraid she would die and Id never see her again. I dont think that Ive ever told her the reason why I used to do that. Death is such a weird thing. Here one minute and gone the next and where you will go after you die all depends on you which makes it more complicated. Dying to me isnt scary I would just hurt for the person I lost.