I've got water

Feb 04, 2006 11:37

i have guilt issues. i don't do anything all day. by the time i get back from school, i'm so worn out with bullshit that i don't care enough to do something interesting. and as usual, i end up sitting and spacing out for increments of 20 minutes.
there are so many things i want to do, but i never have the time. wrong. i do have the time, i just don't do them. nothing really motivates me. for example, i was thinking about how cool it would be to learn latin. this really smart polish kid that i used to know knew latin, so i should ask him who taught him. actually, i bet he taught himself because that's something he would do.
i can feel the blood rushing through my legs and it's intimidating me. it's like i had run 10 miles and then didnt sleep and eat for 24 hours and now consumed 2 energy drinks. well it's pretty much the opposite because i havent run since thursday and i woke up a few hours ago and already have eaten an equivalent of 2.5 meals.
last night i got lost in the memorial union and was fascinated by the fact that there are so many floors there. there were two different men there playing pianos. what was that tune???? i've heard it before! but anyhoo, they were both very good. the one i saw first was probably better and i was relieved to hear pretty piano sounds after going to the musical last night because the accompanying dude there was crappy. in fact, i think i will go play right now. ugh, fuck you people with grand pianos.
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