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[sofawawayfromu]

i hate this. i am definately having a wonderful time in south carolina but this emptiness is plagueing over me. i miss pat so much. over the past few months we wernt away from eachothers sides for more than a couple hours. and now its 3 weeks. the only thing we have is phone calls and it sucks. i wish that i didnt miss him so much because its hard to have a good time when you have that sadness inside of you. i hate it. i cannot wait to talk to him when he gets off work. i know whats bothering me mostly too is that i feel like i am being replaced. the way we used to hang out all the time and were together now we are not. and hes hanging out with other ppl everyday doing the things we used to do and have fun. gosh im about to call him and then go take a shower i guess.

ill update better later. bye.