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So basically.
Hi.
I'm back. And I really mean it. I'm back. Back to the old me. The good me. Not this new Stephanie that is a horrible person. Yeah. Centrifuge. Really, truely, life-changing.
I can't really believe what has happened to me in a week. But whatever it was - it worked. Because I'm back. And I can't say that enough.
Because this is my life. Thanks to Centrifugee, I'm who I want to be. Amazing. Indescribable.
I can't tell you guys how much I've changed. No more smoking. no more drinking. no more lies.. No more cussing. No more anything. I told you. I'm back.
Sammy was talking about being scared to show your a christian. from hiding from god when people were around cause you were scared of what they would think. Yeah, me. . I needed to change. I wrote a note to God. I said I was sorry. i prayed. and for the first time in my life i felt my home life was eventually going to be okay. that i no longer had to be scared. and that even when my parents gave up on me .. god never would.. i saw 700 teenagers on the ground crying and praying to god.. i had 7 of the most amazing people holding me while i cried and i not only 7 people. not just my best friends .. but god was there too.. Most beautiful thing I've ever seen.
please dont hate me .. please dont judge me .. just understand .. im for once happy ....