Sep 17, 2008 23:30
I think I've finally realized that you can't turn everyone into a friend. Even with seeing some of these people as often as I do and being as friendly as I am I've come to the conclusion that acquaintances is as far as we'll go. That's okay with me, I have enough friendships to keep in tact without worrying about others that don't exist. I have less than 2 weeks until school starts and I think I'll see a lot of familiar faces in some of my classes. It's a comforting feeling to know you won't be a stranger in a crowded room. Little things seem to be getting on my nerves lately, nothing in particular just little things like the way someone laughs or sneezes. I also find it very annoying to hear people constantly talk about themselves without showing any interest in others. Just a heads up. It's like being fake is a disease that is constantly spreading across our generation because no one is comfortable enough with themselves to just be themselves. What's so wrong with being happy? I had a good time this past weekend. Drank with two of my best friends and ended up coming home to drink some more with them and my dad lol. He only had a beer but it's very cool to know I can relax like that in front of him, I get it honest I suppose. I'm waiting for my BakerOne card to come in the mail because apparently I get a $300 refund for books because the amount they gave me was too much and I'll get a check back. Moving out is sounding more and more appealing. Again I have no reason I just need to move on. I think after this whole strike deal is settle at Blue Cross I'm going to reapply. I need to make more money and benefits would be nice too. My customer service has increased ten fold and I can type faster now than ever before without next to zero mistakes. A scenery change looks good right now but the grass is always greener too. I got stuff going on Friday, but Saturday is free so get at me. Later.