Three sleepless nights this isn't how it's suppose to be
It seems everyone is worried about change lately. No one is satisfied where they are in life, or that's the impression I get, but I don't think I feel like that much anymore. I've started looking at everything going on around me as a stepping stone to something greater in time. I can't keep sitting around hoping for something to open my eyes or change my life. I only have two real options: do something drastic and make an immediate change or just let life flow how it is and just understand that change is inevitable. I have 7 classes left before I get my associates and that will be done this year. I may need to follow up with one more semester for my internship and possibly a class that they only offer during certain semesters that I may miss out on. I'm not sure what the next step is from there. I keep talking with Derick about moving out again but it hasn't been on too serious of a note. I would be quite serious about it if Blah and possibly Tom would show a little bit more interest rather then conversing about it as we pass by each other. Everyone has heard me talk about California like it's a for sure thing, but I can't commit to anything until I figure out what it is I wanna do.
You ever have those conscience moments while sleeping? Of course you have. I heard my dad talking with my uncle about how he hopes I get married and has some children before he dies so that he could enjoy spending time with his potential grandchildren. I've never actual heard my father talk about those sorts of things before tonight. I do hope that by the time I'm in my late 20's or early 30's that I'm thinking about settling down enough for something like that. I can't predict the future but I'm not a fan of disappointing my dad. Hopefully I can get my shit together good enough to make that happen and have a family of my own some day.
The Woodward cruise was today and of course I got sunburned. Not too bad but enough to piss me off. Wasn't as exciting as previous years, but I had a good time nonetheless. Went down to greektown with the family and ate and gamble my money away and got it back. Breaking even is ok.
I think I'm going to try to sleep now. I have one of those temperpedic mattresses and I had to give it up to my uncle and his wife. I have a difficult time sleeping on anything else but my own bed. No real plans in site anymore. Sept 12,13,14 will be spent up north if plans go accordingly so hit me up if you want in.
Cheers darlin'
Here's to you and your lover boy
Cheers darlin'
I got years to wait around for you
Cheers darlin'
I've got your wedding bells in my ear
Cheers darlin'
You give me three cigarettes to smoke my tears away
You ever have those conscience moments while sleeping? Of course you have. I heard my dad talking with my uncle about how he hopes I get married and has some children before he dies so that he could enjoy spending time with his potential grandchildren. I've never actual heard my father talk about those sorts of things before tonight. I do hope that by the time I'm in my late 20's or early 30's that I'm thinking about settling down enough for something like that. I can't predict the future but I'm not a fan of disappointing my dad. Hopefully I can get my shit together good enough to make that happen and have a family of my own some day.
The Woodward cruise was today and of course I got sunburned. Not too bad but enough to piss me off. Wasn't as exciting as previous years, but I had a good time nonetheless. Went down to greektown with the family and ate and gamble my money away and got it back. Breaking even is ok.
I think I'm going to try to sleep now. I have one of those temperpedic mattresses and I had to give it up to my uncle and his wife. I have a difficult time sleeping on anything else but my own bed. No real plans in site anymore. Sept 12,13,14 will be spent up north if plans go accordingly so hit me up if you want in.
Cheers darlin'
Here's to you and your lover boy
Cheers darlin'
I got years to wait around for you
Cheers darlin'
I've got your wedding bells in my ear
Cheers darlin'
You give me three cigarettes to smoke my tears away