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I just got home not too long ago. Today was alot better then last night. Last night kinda sucked. Really the only reason i go to the mall now is to hang out w/ Kristi. Obviously thats not the reason she goes to the mall for. I didnt really even get to spend that much time w/ her last night. She was kinda preocupied w/ other people so i just kinda left for alota the time. I would like go get something to drink or go to the bathroom or something. When we're by ourselves or its just like her me shaun and tiffany then its ok. But like at the mall i just feel like im interupting w/ her time w/ her friends so i just stay out of her way. I seem to feel that way w/ every one of my girlfriends. when i say everyone its more like two b/c ive only had two really. I just feel like an interuption and that things would prolly be better if i wasnt there. I dont think Kristi feels that way but last night just wasnt good at all. To make everything worse, i puked. I was chewing on this glowstick thing and i almost swallowed it. That made me gag, and i couldnt stop gagging. So i puked. We're prolly goin to the mall again tonight. Hopefully it will be better then last night. We may go to Wild Bill's tommorow night, depending whether my mom will let me and whether or not me and shaun can get money.
This morning i got up at around 7:30 b/c shaun wanted to go and hang out w/ tiffany at her yard sale. I called kristi last night around 12:45 and asked if she wanted to hang out but she wasnt exactly awake and i didnt understand her answer so i wasnt sure if she was actually gonna be there or not. She was, and i was glad. Like i said before today was alot better then last night. Me, Kristi, shaun, and tiffany just hung out in her basement most of the time. Thats about all for now. i think. later.
i just reread that entry and i sounded like i was complaining about Kristi. Dont get me wrong im not mad at her or anything. And as long as she has fun at the mall then it doesnt matter that it kinda sucked for me, as long as she's happy. I would like to spend more time w/ her but if she has a better time w/ other people thats fine. IM still goin to the mall tonights so if she decides she wants to hang out w/ me then ill be there.
This morning i got up at around 7:30 b/c shaun wanted to go and hang out w/ tiffany at her yard sale. I called kristi last night around 12:45 and asked if she wanted to hang out but she wasnt exactly awake and i didnt understand her answer so i wasnt sure if she was actually gonna be there or not. She was, and i was glad. Like i said before today was alot better then last night. Me, Kristi, shaun, and tiffany just hung out in her basement most of the time. Thats about all for now. i think. later.
i just reread that entry and i sounded like i was complaining about Kristi. Dont get me wrong im not mad at her or anything. And as long as she has fun at the mall then it doesnt matter that it kinda sucked for me, as long as she's happy. I would like to spend more time w/ her but if she has a better time w/ other people thats fine. IM still goin to the mall tonights so if she decides she wants to hang out w/ me then ill be there.