shitty
Its been a while since Ive written in here. Lots of stuff has happened since. Im done with AAA, I went to Chicago, Started a new school, got a new "job" and what not. Chicago was absolutly wonderful. I had an awesome time. WICKED was the most amazing experience of my life, I was so happy that Steven got me tickets for it. I had a great time being with my best friend/boyfriend. We're cute. :-) Im at Wayne State now, and I am 3 for 3 on years out of highschool and colleges. hahaha. Do I like wayne? Not so much. I dont like driving there and having to find a damn parking spot and paying for it. I dont like getting emailed the monthly crime report. I dont like a lot of things. But it has its perks, I guess. And I think Im going to stick with it because I need to graduate sooner or later.
My "job"... haha I am a nanny. For the two most adorable, cutest, funnest little girls ever. Oh my gosh I love it. I work two days a week 8 til 4 and I make pretty good money. I get to play all day with Abbey and Audrey, I change a few diapers here and there but its a great job. And the little girls adore Steven so that is awesome.
I really dont know why I am writing in here. Im just in one of those moods. Lets talk about my friends. I have like 5. If that. Steven is my best friend, he is also my boyfriend. I love him with all of my heart, and even though he can really piss me off sometimes I dont know where I would be without him. Also Ive been hanging out with the Mosiers a lot, especially Jmo. I honestly love it. Its like being in highschool again, minus the lameass boys of 03. hahaha. She and I have fun together, and we have even more fun with Beth when she gets off of work!! And its nice to have someone to talk to. Those are really the only people I have seen lately. I got to hang out with Natalie on Halloween, and I had tons of fun. I also got to see some kids that I havent seen in awhile, like Wes, Ediz, Megan Kmet and what not. It was cool. I miss a lot of my old friends, like the IABC ones but its hard to get together because they work allllll the time on the weekends. I miss being friends with Kristin too, but thats old news. So yeah Ive finally went back to Western too. I now know why I never went last year, if I were to have I would have wanted to go back so badly. I missed all those kids there and I was super happy to see Greka and those kids. Oh and of course, Marco... our hatred for eachother is stellar. I actually went up to WMU twice! With Megan for Jackies bday and that was a really fun time. Minus gay ass boys. All I know is I miss KT and I cant wait to see her and Nolan. Western was the last time I saw Megan. And who knows the last time I saw Earleen... probably on one of our "fridays" back in the day. hahaha. Like people ask me to do stuff all the time but I dont know Im weird about shit. Like my friends hang out with people I dont know/like and yeah whatever. but sometimes I just am not in the mood to be fake and pretend I like someone and shit. Call me a bitch but Im being fuckin honest. Id rather sit at home and do whatever then be completly fake to someone that I really dont want to be around. I feel bad because I dont see my friends that often but whatever. People change. And I know some of my friends dont like some of the people that I hang out with and they wont want to do anything when Im with them so again, whatever. My mother asked me today what girls I will be going with to my 30 year reunion and I was like Um Steve. hahaha. Thats how it is going to be.
I am 20 years old, in my third year of college and I dont know what to do with my life. That scares the hell out of me. I dont want to work in an office I dont want to work for anyone but myself, maybe my dad, maybe. ugh I dont know at all. I dont have bills to pay, but I do pay for a lot of other stuff. Ive worked hard for 12 years of my life, and now the past 3 I really dont care anymore. College is so fake but it is the most real thing I have to do . I am starting to save money, kind of. Im just scared for my future. I wish my parents would pay for me to move out. fuck I would love it.
ok I dont want to do this anymore. Im done.