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well this weekend was boring.
i hate shopping with my mom. she always asks me if i like this, or this, or this....and they all are the same exact style, and i dont like it...and she says they she hates not being able to find me anything. and i told her tonite "im sorry im not a trendy abercrombie/american eagle wearing prep." not that theres anything wrong with it, but its not me. and she replys "i am too....just because it would be easier to find you something."
that just put me in the worst mood and the rest of the day i felt bad because everything she asked was ugly or i didnt like and she gets upset. and she said "im just going to get you a gift certificate(sp) to the thrift store." about 10 times, and i said sure everytime. but she never picked up on it that id rather have that than some sweat shirt that has some cheesey saying about winter or snow. and all these ugly-ass shoes.
i feel like im kinda unwanted now, like i was a novelty.(fun and exciting for a minute, but now im old and boring.) i dont nkow if its just been a crappy couple of weeks or not. because this has happened so many times with so many people...i dont know. maybe im just paranoid.
i hate shopping with my mom. she always asks me if i like this, or this, or this....and they all are the same exact style, and i dont like it...and she says they she hates not being able to find me anything. and i told her tonite "im sorry im not a trendy abercrombie/american eagle wearing prep." not that theres anything wrong with it, but its not me. and she replys "i am too....just because it would be easier to find you something."
that just put me in the worst mood and the rest of the day i felt bad because everything she asked was ugly or i didnt like and she gets upset. and she said "im just going to get you a gift certificate(sp) to the thrift store." about 10 times, and i said sure everytime. but she never picked up on it that id rather have that than some sweat shirt that has some cheesey saying about winter or snow. and all these ugly-ass shoes.
i feel like im kinda unwanted now, like i was a novelty.(fun and exciting for a minute, but now im old and boring.) i dont nkow if its just been a crappy couple of weeks or not. because this has happened so many times with so many people...i dont know. maybe im just paranoid.